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My mind is boiling, it's on full blast.
I do art for my own pleasure, so why do they put me under so much pressure?
My heart is freezing, I love someone who doesn't love me, oh what a tragedy!
My soul? ha!
A lost ghost in an empty library searching for a book that does not exist.
So I take reality as a comedy and imagination as my only celebration in this life I'm lucky to be living in but always misguided, love blinded and 4 am knocking in my head to get out of bed and draw until I simply drop dead.
Oh the joy of being crazy...
But sometimes, that's the only thing that makes you feel like you're still alive.
I do art for my own pleasure, so why do they put me under so much pressure?
My heart is freezing, I love someone who doesn't love me, oh what a tragedy!
My soul? ha!
A lost ghost in an empty library searching for a book that does not exist.
So I take reality as a comedy and imagination as my only celebration in this life I'm lucky to be living in but always misguided, love blinded and 4 am knocking in my head to get out of bed and draw until I simply drop dead.
Oh the joy of being crazy...
But sometimes, that's the only thing that makes you feel like you're still alive.
To a friend
You made me laugh, laugh so much I had tears in my eyes.
You made me angry, especially when you wouldn't listen to me.
You made me happy whenever you would sit next to me and put your head on my shoulder.
You made me walk through the darkest paths of the woods, knowing you were by my side made me less afraid.
But you also made me very silent when one day I found out you were gone.
I waited on the steps every day when it started to get dark just like you had waited there for me many times before.
Then when I had to leave home again, I sat on those steps for the longest time.
I realized that you were never coming back and that's when I starte
Sleep
Sometimes I cry so much I think both my eyes might fall out
Sometimes I still hear your voice whisper in my ear
You whisper "Never wake up from this dream"
I say " I wouldn't dare"
But then my eyes are wide open and it is morning once more
It is the worst disapointment I know
Realizing I was just sleeping again
Alarm rings, rings and rings
Cars, people, and such loud thoughts
Noise.
So much noise
Nothing seems to stop
So when I go home and fall back asleep
It is the best feeling I have left to truly feel you see
Feeling that my dreams day by day have become my reality
And my reality slowly becomes my daily nightmare
And sometimes I wish I
Don't mess with the brokenhearted
You selfish brat
I always knew you were like that
A player, a cheater, a stealer
Taking girls hearts and tearing them apart
You would think I'm sad but I'm not
It's your own loss, not mine
The truth set me free from your cobweb of misery
Trying to get all the blood out of me
Ha! Try all you want boy but I don't bleed like the rest
Feelings for you are all gone
The nice boy I once knew was only wearing a mask
You're full of shit, treating me like trash.
But I guess that's how we learn isn't it
How you have to be pushed around
To find out that inside you are much stronger than they think
You get up and you fight back, this time
That exciting summer smell
I can smell it coming closer each day
The warm breeze and soft whispers
Fields that go on forever
Giggling child dancing around
The young mother smiling at her flowers
The grandmother looking from her porch
Feels it as well
That beautiful smell
Approaching the calm beach
Haven't seen it for a year
I just can't seem to wait anymore
My heart is out of control
Wanting to touch it's gentle sand
Caress the sky with a tender smile
Bright sun by day
Shooting stars by night
Like after a long and tiring walk
You get to sit down and take your shoes off
One more month and I'm free from this year's miseries
Get to find true pleasure a
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